I'd Be Lying If I Said It Was Easy
And the biggest lie it would be. I think when anybody goes into business for their self the thought of it is so exciting that all you can imagine is rainbows, butterflies and an abundance of wealth. Well honey its far from that. Some days are hard, some days are extremly hard and some days I battle with myself about going back to a 9 to 5. Its not easy, getting someone to understand your passion and respect you as an actual business owner has got to be the hardest thing I have ever done! Some days i want to cry, not because i dont think my business is worth it (because it is very worth it) but because I sit and think about how life was before the pressure. The feeling of not really having to budget was love. Now I budget down to every penny. But the crazy thing about it, even on my bad days when I feel totally clueless, I wouldn't change it for the world because I know in the end it will all work out. My passion keeps me going and I'll fight till i don't have anymore left in me to fight. So right now when I may be window shopping soon enough I'll be walking out of those boutiques with bags in my hand hair blowing in the wind. My Saturday sucked, but thank God there is always a new day.